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Saturday, July 28th, 2007
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2:44 pm - karma?
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So I was dating this really big asshole, right? And he leaves me for a 21 year old with bad bad teeth that does blow. Like, really. I have my shit together, great teeth, great gal, just all around goodness, right? So he tells me shes changed and shes off the blow and doing much better. Blah blah blah. I tell him good luck, people don't change, and once a coke whore always a coke whore(I mean, look at Lohan..ha) So he texts me at 3am last night and is all "I just broke up with amanda" and he wants to come over. He wants to talk face to face and needs someone to talk to. I unfortunately cave and let him come over but thats not really the big deal. The big deal would be HE BUSTED HER DOING BLOW IN THE BACK OF SOME BAR!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Wow. Like, I so try to not be a vengeful person, if thats even the right word to describe it...but man did that feel good. Man o man. Hate to say I told you so, huh? hahaha.
So I'm having a great weekend. It's pieorgi fest weekend which I attended last night and I had a fucking ball, then my night ends with that, and tonight Im going to a friends art show in the city. All in all, this is a pretty kick ass weekend so far. I hope tonight kicks ass...
current mood: amused
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| Thursday, July 26th, 2007
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9:02 pm - hey.
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Hi, it's been a while. I forgot about this thing. I'm going to be a roller derby girl, isnt that kick ass? I'm kind of repulsively obsessed and thats all i think or talk about. It's sick. everyone doing well!?
current mood: restless current music: le tigre
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| Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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2:11 am - no, really.
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sometimes I just wonder if I'm ever going to feel good about myself. Seriously, what's it going to take?
current mood: grumpy
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| Saturday, April 8th, 2006
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12:33 am - e-bay is not my friend.
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So I finally registered for e-bay and have made far too many purchases already. Here is my most recent one. It's very possible that I may feel and look like a velociraptor in it, but we shall see when it arrives!



luckily the broach is removable, simply because I dont think Im too into the flower. I can't wait to get it, but its coming from hong kong! So I have quite some time to wait...
current mood: pensive
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| Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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4:24 am - what the fuck is wrong with me?
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I guess I have some crush on some douchebag guy who used to race cars!??! And went to Munster high school?!?!? Ugh, what is wrong with me? Im totally attracted to the wrong guys, always. ugh ugh ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood: disgusted!!!!
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| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
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1:58 pm - ohhh man.
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I just ate so much Indian food I think I might roll over and die. That shit is good!
current mood: full current music: house to myself!
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| Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
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5:45 pm - WHOS DONE WITH SCHOOL???!!!
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I AM!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE SCHOOL!!! DONE DONE DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood: thrilled! ecstatic! Marvelous!
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| Monday, January 30th, 2006
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5:08 pm - few funny things.
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*So today I was driving and I was listening to track 8 on the new Le Tigre CD, which if you have the CD, you probably know it is a very political song. So I'm jamming to it and what not, then I look up in front of me and there is some idiot soccer mom in an SUV that has not only a "Proud to be a republican" sticker, but also a "I support president Bush" sticker with his dumb ass face on it. I don't think I've ever been so fired up about a stupid bumper sticker, and that songs' timing was impeccable.
* I havent worked in the restaurant in over a month, and the first time I do(last night) some little girl pukes in the bathroom and fucking stunk up the ENTIRE restaurant. I thought I was going to die.
* So the "Luella for Target" release day wasnt supposed to be until Feb. 1st, but I went today and they had it! That shit was so disgustingly cute I wanted to die. And issac mizrahi has amazing bathing suits that actually cover shit. Too bad I have no money :(
* DONE WITH SCHOOL ON THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood: anxious current music: simpsons
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| Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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10:27 pm - I sat at home AGAIN tonight. ugh.
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So, I have two weeks of school left dudes. 2 FUCKING WEEKS!!!! I'm so beyond excited it's really quite ridiculous. I havent been this excited about anything in a really long time. I owe the school a lot of money and I dont really know how I'm going to come up with it, but I guess I'll figure something out. So if anyone has an extra 1,000 dollars laying around, I could totally take that off your hands for school, k?
So, with that being said, I only have 2 weeks of school left and I recently had a not so nice conversation with my boss about my position at the salon I've been at for 2 years already. Apparently she has a major problem with my sister and I working together and "isnt sure if this is the right place for me". Well, that fucking sucks for me, because I kind of always counted on working there for years and years to come. So, I guess good will come out of it because I will either buckle down and do what she wants, or I will go somewhere else where it wont be an issue and I will hopefully be happier anyway. I've looked at bumble salons in the city and did a lot of internet searching, and now on sunday or monday I will be doing a whirlwind tour of as many of said salons that I can find. Some will be open, some wont, but I would really just like to check them out. If anyone has any imput on salons in the city that are successful or that they visited, please let me know! The main one I am VERY interested in is the "sine qua non salon" it got GREAT reviews in things that I came across and has 3 locations and seems like a totally successful and great place. Let me know!
I do feel really great though because I am DONE with all my written tests, and I can pat myself on the back because I passed all of them on the first try. Not like I'm retarded and I thought I wouldnt, but there are seriously girls at school that will take these tests we have like 6 times and STILL not pass. I just dont get it. It's just such a huge relief and weight off my shoulders to not worry about any of my written tests anymore. I also finished my final mannequin, but I'll post pictures later. I finish my hours in 2 weeks and I am fucking DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I seriously never thought it would get here. *whew*
so again related to the quickly approaching graduation date, I'm sick of not doing shit. So I dont really care if we arent the best of friends, if youre reading this I probably like you, so that means I'd be will to hang out with you. Let's make it happen. Seriously, I'm 21 and I hardly go out. Once a week if Im lucky. Fuuuccckkk that! Let me know if shit is going down.
So yea, I'm thiking 2006 is going to be MUCH better than 2005, THANK GOD! And Im trying to keep a positive attitude about shit. Yay! Go team.
The goal for 2006 would be to find a job and start making more money, move out possibly, and find a dude worth liking that actually likes me and that isnt a waste of human flesh!!!!!
current mood: optimistic current music: leno
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| Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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1:24 pm - So long 2005!
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So, I'm not going to do a month by month recap because I can already tell you it will be full of complaining and whining, and Im sure no one cares. All I'll say is I had a really rough year due to lots of different things and I pretty hated most of 2005.
I'm welcoming 2006 with open arms, and I'll be finishing school in just a few weeks and I know things are only going to get better for me from here on out. So cheers to all of you, and everyone be safe and merry this evening. yayyyy 2006!
current mood: blank
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| Monday, December 26th, 2005
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6:58 pm
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Man, I wish I had free time more often. Although it hasnt all included things I would willingly do on a normal basis and a lot of it was holiday bullshit, I had a really nice weekend.
Friday I went out to this stupid high-school get together bullshit thing. I only wanted to go so I could see who got fat and so I could drink since it was my first day off in four weeks. It was also kind of funny because not one person asked me "whats up with you?". So either no one cares, or they just listen to the shit they hear about me. I'm sure it's a solid combination of both. Not like I care much, just an observation made. Then I just drank a lot throughout the evening and saw a fight at white castle at like 5am. haha. what an evening.
Saturday I felt like someone hit me with a truck, and I had to get up to go to work at 5. I was really hoping I didnt puke on anyones food while serving it. Luckily no puking was involved and everyone tipped extremely generously considering it was christmas eve. I even got off early! Then I came home to presents and siblings and lots and lots of food. Hung out with everyone for a while then went to bed early.
Sunday I went to my aunts house. After being around my family, both immediate and extended, I now know why I will never ever bring a boyfriend around my family. haha. Totally insane. Everyone. At this rate Im never getting a boyfriend anyway so I dont have much to worry about.
Today I hung out with my sister all day after spending the night at her house. We watched polyester and female trouble and hedwig. I fucking love my sister. It's unreal. We went to ammerican apparel where I got a super sexy dress and did some shit in the city. Then we went back to her house and drank wine and got high.
So now Im sitting at home in my new pajamas and eating perogis because Im chubby and polish and I love perogis. I'm off of school for the next week until the 4th, so hopefully I get lots of lazy time!!! yayyyy!!!
current mood: high current music: smoking popes
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| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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10:15 pm - sexually frustrated much?
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Im so so tired. I'm tired of work, I'm tired of school, and once again, I'm tired of my other work. I'm 21 god damnit, and I work more than anyone I know.
My wish would be, that for just one month I could be a normal 21 year old and go out and drink and be completely irresponsible and probably sleep with a few random boys and not even fucking think twice about it. I'm sick of spending my saturday nights either working or sitting at home because I'm so tired that I have no desire to go out. I'm not getting any either, and this is bullshit.
here's to the big 2-1
current mood: annoyed current music: fucking simpsons
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12:37 am - nothing but trouble
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I don't believe what I just did. Kendal is fucking trouble. Nothing but fucking trouble.
current mood: nauseated
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| Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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11:41 pm - I'm thankful for....
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being able to make sweatpant boner jokes in front of my whole family, and being high-fived for it. haha. God my family is sick.
Oh, and pie.
current mood: restless current music: conan
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| Thursday, November 17th, 2005
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3:49 am - Dear bar patrons,
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It is not funny, no matter how fucking funny you think you are, to slam your beer down like a big fucking joke while your waitress is running around all crazy and yell "where can I get a fucking beer!?" Especially when said waitress just checked on you 5 times and you told her you needed nothing.
Sometimes I love working in a bar, but other times I think I might rather work at a fucking slaughterhouse.
Im running a fever and totally getting sick. But at least I dont have to be at work until 2 tomorrow! I can get in a halfway decent amount of sleep.
current mood: spinach artichoke dip owns you current music: the sound of my cheeks becoming inflamed and running a fever
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| Sunday, October 30th, 2005
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3:37 pm - Halloween pictures
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Jackie made her cotume about an hour before she went out. She is the queen of last minute costumes. haha

My sister has a really cheesy/fake smile in this one. ha.

I think I was trying to look elegant.

This is our model pose. Don't we look bored and uninterested? Oh wait, that's all the time.

I look so stupid in this picture.

Nick probably had the best costume I saw all weekend.

My sister and her boyfriend, they are exotic dancers. haha.

I really like this picture.

Thank god for glowsticks.
current mood: relaxed current music: watching some friday the 13th movie
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| Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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10:05 pm - SOX WIN!!!!!!!! SOX WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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So it's been awhile.
I FINALLY get to do assisting at the salon, which means I get to shampoo people and dont have to work the desk anymore. I had my first week doing that this past week, and it was awesome. I realize it was my first week so obviously it was going to be pretty low-key, but it was so easy and so much less stressful than working that fucking desk. I'm also super excited about it because it simply means I'm getting closer to being done with school and actually starting to cut some fucking hair. Which brings me to my next question...
So for school I have to do a "final mannequin" which includes me taking a person, celeb, picture, etc. and pretty much copying it's hair, make-up and overall look. I have a few ideas, but I really want to make it awesome and I'm being really indecisive in making a final decision. My 3 ideas as of right now are ...
1) ziggy stardust 2) twiggy 3) doing a really cute 60's vidal sassoon mod-ish girl
I just need to make a final fucking decision and go with it. Im SO indecisive!!! So tell me what you think would be the coolest, or give me another idea!!! I would really appreciate it.
I'm also doing this competition thing at school next week and I'm cutting and coloring my friend Jackie's hair. I'm pretty excited, simply because she really lets me do whatever I want to her hair, so that should be fun.
And I find out next Friday whether or not I get to go to San Diego for my free trip to this awesome conference type thing. I'm really nervous about it and really hope I was picked, so I dont want to think about it until Friday. Hopefully this week goes by so quickly.
Also on Friday, were having a "costume party" at the salon. Bumble and Bumble's latest "hair heroes" was on "ode to the 20's" and were having a viewing party of the DVD and since it's halloween weekend, were required to dress up 20's-like. Im so super excited about it. I have an awesome dress to wear, gloves, pearls, great jewelery, but now I need to find shoes and a mink stole. I drove all the way out to the best thrift store I know, and it was closed today! I was totally bummed out. I guess if I dont find one I'll survive, but I'm just excited to get some fingerwaves in my hair for the event.
And as far as working at the bar goes, I'm making more money (FINALLY!) because of all the baseball games and the time of year and shit. It's actually a lot of fun when the bar is full and crowded and stuff.
And finally, the sox just won, and I can't wait to call my sister and her boyfriend and rub it in for being dumb ass cubs fans. hahahahahahahahahaha.
current mood: optimistic current music: SOX GAME!
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| Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
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1:17 am - interesting weekend
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So, I had my first chicago/halsted/boystown/gay bar experience since the good ol' 2-1.
Let's just say I was severely burned by a cigarette in my armpit with the wounds to prove it, I've never seen so many men without shirts on in my life, and one of these gay men without a shirt happened to jam his tongue down my throat.
So I go with Dale and Gina, who was in town for the weekend-ish, and we ended up having a really good time...at least I think we did. I know I did.
All I remember is thinking "wow, so many boys with no shirts, this is nuts!" Then some dude came up to me and literally felt me up then jammed his tongue down my throat. hahaha. I dont get hit on or anything at regular bars, but I go to a gay bar and get some tongue. haha. It was so weird. I'll bet he thought I was a tranny or something.
I drank so much rum it was unreal, and I don't remember coming home that night. I remember nothing past eating at pick me up. haha. Wow, it has been too long since I had one of those nights.
So now that that's out of my system, it's back to business this week. Starting next Tuesday I get to start assisting at the salon!!!!!!! NO MORE MISERABLE TERRIBLE FUCKING FRONT DESK!!!!!!!! No more listening to fucking idiots on the phone, no more getting yelled at for someone being booked up, no more dealing with cheap ass people that think 40 dollars for a haircut is insane, and most importantly, NO MORE DOING INVENTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(can you tell I'm sick of my job much?? haha)
I can't wait to be done with fucking school.
current mood: tired current music: news
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| Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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2:03 am - She puts the weight into my little heart.
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So the project is coming along. Check out this awesome photo I found and its huge and its right in the middle of my board, right where it should be.

I wanted a picture of Vidal and his awesome haircuts, and I got it all in one!
I'm actually all caught up on bills, but I'll fall behind in another week. I have the satisfaction of knowing I was cool for like 4 days.
Even though I dont have the money, I think Im going to treat myself and buy some cowboy boots on Sunday. Ive been searching all over the place and cant find them ANYWHERE, and aryres has them on sale for 40. Im gonna do it.
current mood: drained current music: INTERPOL
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| Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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11:42 pm - hahahahahahaha.
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I just saw male dancers for the first time. It was by far, the most RIDICULOUS thing I've EVER seen. hahahahahaha.
current mood: shocked current music: conan
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